Xixikawayi

If I had to choose again, I still wouldn’t want to be human in the next life—living is just too exhausting. Although I’ve always felt that I’m not outstanding, and that I have a lot of flaws and shortcomings, I try my best to be sincere with people and matters, but the results really aren’t very good a lot of the time. I don’t know what I did wrong—whether everyone is actually not wrong. Maybe nobody is in the wrong. If it weren’t for how sorry I would be to the people around me and my family, I might have wanted to give up again a long time ago… From being disappointed in this world to now no

ETH is the VIP lounge in Macau, and Gas fees are the capital verification threshold. Once consensus is formed, it's all whales throwing money around; SOL is the main hall, with heated emotions and rapid transactions, all seasoned gamblers going all-in crazily; while BSC is like an underground black casino in the suburban and rural areas, filled with dealing machine dogs and card cheats. Anyone with a bit of money has already gone to the first two places, leaving those who stay behind to be digging into their pockets.

Only the people who hate and dislike you the most are the ones who love you the most 🫪

Even Las Vegas's traditional casinos
know to use 20-40% of profits to retain customers...
Why don't crypto exchanges understand this?
Is it because there are too many new crypto users, and life is just too good?
Opportunities are always endless, keep learning and practicing @xixikwaii 😖

Slowly, I truly understand a truth: besides myself, most people in this world are unlikely to be reliable. Endure it, practice it, suffer through it, grow from it. How much progress comes from those sleepless nights, repeatedly overthinking and trying to understand... Although I have said countless times that I am exhausted, very uncomfortable, in the end, no one will sympathize with me. This is also very powerless and meaningless... In the end, all that remains is the feeling of swallowing a dead fly...

Is it finally time to start "building"... What can I buy now?

Today’s timeline, aside from sbti’s silly test
or the love and hate struggles of those three people under the melon patch...
The crypto world seems... it’s seemingly completely doomed

So abstract... Maybe sincerity is truly the ultimate secret weapon.
That's also my weakness.
If my enemy (the kind who has already been punished)
kneels down and begs me crying... I would really always be soft-hearted.🫠

So why use a black-and-white photo as your profile picture? A memorial photo 🐴@cz_

The current employment situation in the country🤗What should I do if I keep losing my mind every day?

When can I finally sleep soundly,
without worrying about anything,
peacefully and happily lying down in a warm bed.
Like when I watched cartoons on the kids’ channel as a child,
Mom said it was too late and I could go to sleep,
reluctant yet satisfied, I fell asleep,
burying my face in the blanket that had just been sun-dried and still smelled of sunshine,
listening to the bedside alarm clock’s second hand tick-tock tick-tock.
The red scarf I’ll have to tie tomorrow,
the smell of grilled sausages at the school gate,
the crayon my desk mate borrowed and hasn’t returned...