I'm 32 this year, not afraid of your ridicule, still single, being urged to get married by my family every day. Later, I was introduced to marry a 49-year-old uncle named Chen Li. On the wedding night, the uncle tossed me all night, and fell asleep contentedly after he was done.

Looking back on that day, my mood can be described as mixed. At home, my parents nagged every day, 'At your age, hurry up and find someone to marry!' Whenever I see couples holding hands on the street, I feel an indescribable envy and uneasiness. So when the matchmaker introduced me to Chen Li, I didn't refuse too much, but went to meet him with a try-it-out attitude.
The first meeting was in a small and cozy café, which made me relax a little. The uncle was wearing a simple white shirt, with a touch of the vicissitudes of life on his face, and some wrinkles at the corners of his eyes, but his smile was warm. I thought to myself that this person looks good, stable and charming.
"Hello, my name is Chen Li," he smiled slightly, his voice low and gentle.
"Hello, I'm Li Yao," I responded nervously.
My first impression of Chen Li is that he is mature and stable, and he speaks very casually. He said he works in a technology company, and although he is busy, he is still fulfilling. We had a good chat and shared some interesting things in our lives, and I didn't expect him to be a good cook, which made me have a better impression of him.
After several interactions, we gradually became familiar with each other. Although I still had some hesitation in my heart, under the urging of my parents and the encouragement of my friends, I finally chose to get married. At that time, I was actually full of expectations in my heart, thinking that maybe life would get better, or we would create a beautiful family together.
On the wedding day, the sun was shining and relatives and friends gathered together. Although it was a small circle, everyone had a happy smile on their faces. When Chen Li took my hand on stage, I was suddenly moved, as if this was a destined moment.
However, after nightfall, our lives began to change. On our wedding night, Chen Li suddenly became exceptionally passionate, as if he wanted to pour all his emotions into me. I felt an unprecedented impact in his fervor, but also felt somewhat unfamiliar. Despite feeling a bit nervous, I still tried to respond to him, wanting to integrate into his world.
"Li Yao, you are really special," Chen Li whispered in my ear, with admiration and tenderness in his tone.
“Thank you, Chen Li. I also think you are very different.” A blush rose to my face, but my heart beat faster.
Throughout the night, he seemed tireless, leading me into a realm I had never experienced before. Even into the late night, he remained strong as ever, while I had to lie on my side and close my eyes, unable to fall asleep, tossing and turning in his breathing sound.
When I finally fell into a deep sleep from exhaustion, it was already dawn. It felt as if I could still sense his powerful presence in my dream. However, upon waking up, I discovered that he was already sleeping peacefully, with a satisfied smile on his face. My heart was filled with mixed emotions, and suddenly there was a sense of unknown melancholy.