Joined Gate.io in 2019 and turned a real capital of 4000 into nearly a million in real data.

The most famous bloggers back then were just a few of us from the same period. As a result, those who started trading live eventually couldn't survive, while those who never opened a live account thrived.
For 9 years, I have been continuously learning and improving my trading system, focusing on real market win rates. In the end, I feel an indescribable sense of helplessness. Every time I roll a few hundred U to several thousand or even tens of thousands U in a short period, there is always a wave of market movement that takes away the profits and principal. These market movements are all black swans, with Ethereum dropping from 3000 to 1300. The exchange rate between Bitcoin and Ethereum keeps refreshing my limits. Many irrational market movements occur, and after doing this for so long, I am still on the path of liquidation.
The contracts in the past year have really made me feel that apart from refreshing my understanding, it has been quite difficult to manage. In a fluctuating market, achieving a few times or even ten times in a short period is not easy. Then a major event, a black swan, hits, and Ethereum, which was at 3000, can drop to 1390. Even with a stop-loss at 2000, if it goes down to 1600, one might still go long. No matter how many times the contract leverage allows for stop-losses, in the end, it will still end up at zero.
I don't know how to start, I hope my understanding and fundamentals can improve after the last round of liquidation, let's keep going.
Last month's salary was 6000, just topped up 3300, continuing the challenge, returning to v8.